fuck you.

hey look at you mr. popular
check out all the girls around you
driving in your fancy car
and you throw amazing parties too
here i am your little miss best friend nothing like you
can't compete with your latest trend
but you can't see me through
i liked you and i told you that i'd always be there
whereever you are, whatever time you want
i'd always come running with my love to share
but you were always too picky always too fussy
can't make up your mind
while i'm always here fighting for attention which you cannot find
you finally find her and i feel no anger
cos im your friend always happy for you
but when she's gone and you can't find anyone who do you turn to?
always me the only one
im sick of you whingeing sick of your complaining always the same old story
i want to get away leave you behind and walk away with all the glory
but i love you too much to desert you that's what's killing me inside
but these feelings for you no way i cannot hide
what's the way to go on and where's the way for it
i want to be all alone
because i know for you i am not fit
i guess this is the only way, the only escape
to pull the trigger onto my head
for all i know the love i have for you
will forever be my deathbed.